I dont want to commit suicide, And I am PUMPED that im graduating,
But I dont have time to think, I've been thinking this whole year on the next step and going to school at the same time.
A year off would be great, but that year off would mean me working for that whole year, which im cool with. But right now im just confused and I need like a month to think a Month of just nothing but thinking. But I know that would piss my mom off, since we are living very poorly. I actually have Hate for my mom, but at the same time thank her for all her hard work, but sometimes i just wish i wasn't born, so i wouldnt have to deal with this bullshit