Quote Originally Posted by MaryJaneintheCloset
Random thoughts for the day:

It's so weird, but I always kinda thought in the back of my head that he would never get over me. And he did, apparently... which is good, because he was an asshole, but still. Anyone else ever have selfish thoughts like that?
Its definetly nice to be able to believe that we had more of a lasting effect on someone than they had on us. Especially with something like a first love.

I found out recently that even if you haven't thought about someone in ages, it hurts like hell when you realize that person has moved on with their life.

There was a girl I went out with for about two years. It was really the first serious relationship I was in, and she was the first girl I ever said "I love you" too. Then she started cheating on me with my best friend, dumped me and completly broke my heart. That was a bit under 2 years ago. It took me a long time to get over it, and then like 3-4 months ago I was in the mall and I happened to see my ex and my former best friend walking through the mall with their arms around each other... man, it was like she just dumped me all over again. A little while later after the shock of seeing them wore off I realized that they were both terrible people and I was better of without them in my life.

But the point is this: love kinda sucks....