well, she's kinda funny like this, i dunno if its normal or what. but today she was herself, and she seemed not to mean the thing about not seeing me today. we hung out at lunch, and whe weekend is definitely still on. well, thanks for the advice. although, looking back, im not sure it was advice i was looking for, so much as just a place to get it out. way too often, something happens between us, and i keep it inside, when it feels much better just to get it out.

thanks anyways, but everything's gonna be fine