SO mad @ friend and need help guys

[Vinny87]

Hey now, beachguy wtf. Fucker.

[Trivium]

I know exactly what you are talking about. Does it seem like your entire thinking is like a slideshow? Thoughts that flows to another in rapid succession that you can't seem to control?

You have to try to be calm and relax your defenses so to speak. Don't be consicious of what you say, just say it. Not saying it won't change your view and thoughts on something. Might as well say it honestly. Don't try to be someone you are not, because all it ends up with fakeness all around you. There are going to be people who like you for who you are, and people who don't like you for who you are. It's the case for everybody. Try to get interested on new hobbies, activities, books, media. That'll help you keep your thoughts fresh and slowed down.

Hey dude, that is exactly what happens. I have learned to deal and cope with it, but sometimes when I just say what Im thinking about, I get confused in the middle and then I try to correct feel so fucking dumb... I dont know what the hells wrong with me

I try to keep focused by growing marijuana but thats just not a fast enough process to keep me focused. ermmmm I need something else

[Trivium]

man i exactly know what u talkin about and how u feel the only difference is i dont sell shit...but then again most of my friends wont come see me less i have some weed or anything to get them hi man....aint that a bytch..like they wont come chill just to talk have a drink or something...but thankfully i got some real friends that will hang with me whenever wherever so i just neglect them and let them do whatever they want to...but since u sellin shit...man u gotta get that money...nuff said i guess

Yah Im getting the money, he told me that I would be getting the money and then hes outta my life. I'll still sell drugs to him and what not, aslong as he has the money, no more front, no more trust. There has been bridges burnt and they cannot be repaired. I ended up having to force my way into his home to grab my ps2 back wich he was withholding from me, I almost fucking lost it.

[arplayer2k]

I noticed this with one of my friends too. I used to work for a big mortgage company and made pretty good dough, had very little expenses, so i would buy a lot of weed. About 1/8th every 2 days. More on the weekends. One of my buddies would always come over, and we would pack thumbers in my bong and just smoke the rest of the night. This would happen almost every night as I have my own pad too, parties on the weekend. My friend rarely had nug or would offer to pitch in. Whether I bought an 1/8th or an ounce or two.

The point is, I met my buddy while smoking 2 years ago. From last year to this year, I totally think he was using me for the weed. I have been unemployed for the last few months, and whenever we smoke now, he always asks me to pitch in and almost like hes strapped for cash or something. I know hes not strapped for cash, because I got him a job that pays well over his expenses. I never asked him to pitch in, because I could afford it, and I thought he was true buddy who would come to my need I needed anything. (I donâ??t usually hit my buddies up for cash like that, because almost all of them have been there for me when I needed them)

Iâ??m slowly kicking him out of my circle of friends (he hangs out with all of my friends) and heâ??ll realize he fucked up. His fault.

Just goes to show who your true friends are...

[Relic2279]

It's pretty clear this person isn't your friend at all. Doesn't take a genius to figure out that he's using you hardcore. A real friend will be there for you no matter what. Take that to the bank. If he's not, then he's not your friend. There is no grey areas.
It just seems like you are lonely and will take whatever kind of friendship you can get. This person is a jerk and a user. Don't enable him to hurt you anymore, finding new friends isn't hard. Make a day out of it. Make some new friends.

[tokinggreg]

Thanks for that useless help beachguy. Is there a problem that I value friendship?

He was a really good friend until I started selling,then he became my 'drug buddy' and nothing else.(forgot who put it that way but thx).

gromorebud, I would love to kick the livin shit out of him, but the only thing that's stopping me is his cuzins, hes got some big people in this town that can do alot more to me.

Im not saying that I dont have some big people behind me but its just not worth fighting him over 3 5buds I havent got, like fuck its 15$. Still the grass runs for 200$ an oz up here, not cheap.

My condolences. Unfortunately there are a lot of people out there that are just like your "friend." For me, I always find it is best to pretend you have only a little bit of weed at any given time. If people know you have a lot of weed, they WILL take advantage, that's just how it works. I learned the hard way as well...