This has crossed my mind yes. I have a few friends, i cant seeing it being that hard for me to move on. But at the same time ill do everything humanly possible to try fix things. Trust, well only time will tell. I'd love to think everything will be back to normal tommorow, but ya know...I love this bitch like no other and she knows that. If the time comes where i see myself being the only one trying to help each other, change for each other then its game over! It has to be a 2 way change.....

Thanks everyone for your thoughts.

Peace