Ya I knew it was bad, FUCK. Like my plan is to give up all drugs, save for alcohol when Im 25, I figure Ill be good if I can have alcohol still, but even that sounds bad. It might also be because, I am at home with nothing to do, nothing to stimulate me. Like when Im with people like at school I aint itchen to get high. Like at home its so simple, theres TV, sleep, chores and my family and I cant talk tot them like I can with friends. It seems like I need drugs to keep me stimulated at least when Im not hangin out with friends or just people (other than family). Like when Im with friends unless Im getting high or going to get high with em I rarely think about drugs.