When I first tried it three years ago, It caused me to have post traumatic stress disorder. I didn't know what to expect. One minute i was fine, and the next minute I was high, and I didn't know what being high was like, so it made me freak out. I was put on paxil, and i've been on paxil for three years ago. Two years ago, I tried it again, had a panic attack, swore never to do it again, as it scared me so much and I didn't like it. Finally this February 15th, my best friend came over, and I had a bad day, so he smokes, so he lit a joint, while watching season 1 of nip/tuck, and even though it was kind of scary, I just told myself to RELAX, that it will be over soon. Ever since that day, not a week hasn't gone by where I haven't smoked at least once a week. You juts have to give it more chances, and just remember to relax.

WHICH REMINDS ME.
this girl I know, her dad is colorblind, and she said that if he had surgery or whatever to fix it, the doctors said he'd most likely go insane. I figured out why. He's spent his whole life seeing in black and white, and then all of a sudden he sees "Colors", and he imagined what they'd be like, but never fully understood what "colors" were. If he all of a sudden woke up and saw all these colors, he would think he was in some sort of alternate reality, and he would freak out. same with weed. you don't know what to expect. one minute you're fine, living in what you are used to, and the next minute everything is different. some people can handel that better than others, thats why some people have bad first experiences. Same reason why some people have bad trips. They aren't used to it, and it's not good whta they are seeing, like if on lsd or something. But all in all, it's all in your head.