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[CBsDankNugs]

Fan o Kmk is right weed isnt laced that much. people arnt going to waste some pcp by putting it in someones bag. paranoia is common if you dont know what to expect when you smoke alot of weed. you should give it another try but this time just dont smoke as much. also try to chill out by not doing things that require thinking. sit on the couch and listen to some music.

[Fan o KmK]

yea man. amen to CBs. think if you were a dealer for a second. would you just randomly lace someones sack with pcp or coke...no...thatd mean you would be losing money, and that pissed off customer would tlel every1 that u lace shit and there goes ur business. weed is barely laced. thats just bullshit. and like someone else said, your first 5 smoking expeirnces are basically for learning and you wont feel too good.

[horror business]

When I first tried it three years ago, It caused me to have post traumatic stress disorder. I didn't know what to expect. One minute i was fine, and the next minute I was high, and I didn't know what being high was like, so it made me freak out. I was put on paxil, and i've been on paxil for three years ago. Two years ago, I tried it again, had a panic attack, swore never to do it again, as it scared me so much and I didn't like it. Finally this February 15th, my best friend came over, and I had a bad day, so he smokes, so he lit a joint, while watching season 1 of nip/tuck, and even though it was kind of scary, I just told myself to RELAX, that it will be over soon. Ever since that day, not a week hasn't gone by where I haven't smoked at least once a week. You juts have to give it more chances, and just remember to relax.

WHICH REMINDS ME.
this girl I know, her dad is colorblind, and she said that if he had surgery or whatever to fix it, the doctors said he'd most likely go insane. I figured out why. He's spent his whole life seeing in black and white, and then all of a sudden he sees "Colors", and he imagined what they'd be like, but never fully understood what "colors" were. If he all of a sudden woke up and saw all these colors, he would think he was in some sort of alternate reality, and he would freak out. same with weed. you don't know what to expect. one minute you're fine, living in what you are used to, and the next minute everything is different. some people can handel that better than others, thats why some people have bad first experiences. Same reason why some people have bad trips. They aren't used to it, and it's not good whta they are seeing, like if on lsd or something. But all in all, it's all in your head.

[horror business]

Oh yeah, after I started getting used to smoking, I agree that the first 5 times are a learning experiences. even after my paranoia went away gradually after getting used to it, my arms would twitch, my back muscles would twitch whenever it was about to kick in, and my mouth would get dry. Now, that stuff doesn't happen, and if it does, I don't notice it, becuas eI'm just looking forward for the GOOD stuff to happen. Like walkikng and not feeling like you'r ewalking, or looking at your legs and they look really far away, and listening to music and you can hear all the instruments perfectly, and it all sounds SO much better (especially NIN's "the perfect drug", the drums suond amazing) Food tastes better, random things that aren't funny will make you laugh, and if you just smoke by yourself, and relax, your mind will wander and you'll think of amazing things, and come up with conclusions for questions you've always wondered.
MARIJUANA IS AMAZING.
it's just if yoyu dont know what to expect, it will freak you out. just like being colorblind. Now, i'm sure that girls dad wouldn't freak out, if he had many surguries to gradually introduce colors, if that's possible, that way he'd have a time to get used to it. My first experience was negative, because I used to have asthma, so I knew how to inhale really deeply, becauwse of previous inhalers. Well, my friend had 2 chronic joints, and also a huge ass bowl, and I smoked the most out of all of them even though they were experienced. I thought by smoking more, things would be funny. I was caught way off guard while walking back to my house, when it actually kicked it. It traumatised me, where I'd start "feeling high" juts by mention of weed, and I'd start crying and freaking out. Not possible? Look up Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
I haven't been off of my Paxil, but I'ev been smoking a shit load of weed and loving it. Hopefully if I ever go off of my Paxil, I'll still be able to enjoy weed without getting anxiety, and if I do get anxiety, at least I know it will go away.
Just relax and smoke
Peace,
horror business :rasta: