im starting to get like that. i have one friend who ill always smoke out cause he can always return the favor in a way that doesnt involve smoking, and he can throw in for bud every now and then. then 2 of my best friends ill smoke with cause when i went 3 months without a job, it was them who smoked me out alot, so i repay them. but lately some of my "friends" (aka ppl i chill with, but not really friends) dont have jobs and are always trying to get me to throw down and shit, and im just starting to be like fuck it, i dont make enough now.