I begin to wonder how many people there are out there like me......


It seems the only way you can pull these days is to go to a club. I fucking hate clubs. The music is not to my liking, too noisy to have a conversation, too hot to breathe etc. And there are unsavoury characters.

It also seems there is a requirement in this world that the only way you can enjoy yourself is to spend money. Look at Christmas for instance. Dating is the same thing. I can't afford it! :rasta:

And me acting normally would scare people off, as I'm a disgusting person.

So that leaves me coming on to 21 and still single. I don't give a fuck!