I barely ever even consider stuff like this but it was all flooding in at once. I ran into my room and shut my door and just lay on my bed shaking,


hey whoa whoa take it easy......if you have never thought about these things before all that much...that mioght really be the problem...not the smoke or lack there of......
sometimes smokin can make you not think about things and then when you are done SMASH..right in the face....personally i have found that thinking about the bad stuff in life (things you cannot really fix in any way) when i am smoking is better because even though your high and you think you will forget later..the point is that you have at least thought about the shit that is on your subconscience sp? mental block ...but anyway it's just your subconsciouse damn my spelling right now..not even high....
But anyway the point is those are just worries that you have even if you don't 'think' about them..they are always there..but they are NOT good too save up...and another method...think of all your worries..let yourself calm down for about a half hour then smoke......it will be with more ease 9on your mind that is...) peace