lol I thought this thread was for all those in need of a 'smoke break'
like stepping outside..right now.
anyways, yah sounds like you have more than enough reasons to take a break.
dude it's only as hard as you make it.
find stuff to keep you busy, say homework to get those grades up?
I quit for a couple months a while back to get a job, but it was worth it once the cash started rollin' in.
Just keep strong and good luck bro.