i have abused steroids for over 20 years...still got my hair and health..only get to sneek a toke a couple of time a year due to drug testing at work, which is fixen to end. i retire in october this year. cyp and eq have been my go to cycle for years. i only used deca once....wasnt for me, never used anapolon(dont know it) but for the last couple of years the best results on me come from a test e and fina cycle......just watch your temper. when i did smoke on a regular bases it was after the gym, to relax.....good luck bro