This is something that's really getting to me and maybe you all have some suggestions on how I might go about dealing with this.

Background: First of all, I'm in the United States (duh da daaa). I plan on having a fairly large grow (min of 5k watts, and some shrooms on top of that).

My problem is this: I don't want to advertise that I smoke because I dont want there to be any idea that I might be a grower. Know what I'm sayin? I haven't even gotten started yet, and I'm already feeling like I can't be myself.

I don't mind not being myself when it comes to most stuff. God knows I'm going to be lying my ass off about where I work and a million other things. I've been lying my ass off already and I haven't even rented my grow house yet.

But I just feel like smoking weed is a core part of me and I want to be able to talk to people I don't know extremely well (but know that aren't cops obviously) and ask them if they want to burn one. I enjoy smoking weed around people and it forms bonds, and that's something I'm afraid of doing now.
Hallucinogizer Reviewed by Hallucinogizer on . Closet Grower & Closet Smoker This is something that's really getting to me and maybe you all have some suggestions on how I might go about dealing with this. Background: First of all, I'm in the United States (duh da daaa). I plan on having a fairly large grow (min of 5k watts, and some shrooms on top of that). My problem is this: I don't want to advertise that I smoke because I dont want there to be any idea that I might be a grower. Know what I'm sayin? I haven't even gotten started yet, and I'm already Rating: 5