Congrats Cleve


i started in a thread recently that I used to be depressed, stressed, agrophobic, anxious, etc etc etc.. I hated myself, and I dont know why. I had no reason to, I just did. But one day, I was feeling like shit so I got high. I had a revelation. I put my whole life in perspective. I saw myself in 20 years, what would happen if I didnt get over this. It wasnt good. I saw myself now, how I was being stupid, Im a nice guy, I have alot of friends, I have nothing to be depressed or upset about compared to hundreds of thousands of people in worse situations.. After that, it was literally like the first day of the rest of my life.. im sure im going to feel down again in the future, but since that day ive been the happiest ever. I havent been depressed or down. Ive been revitalised. Like im a different, more fun-loving, happy, interesting, fun person and I love it, because this is my true personality.. being depressed doesnt suit me :P

anyway Cleve, congrats man, I hope this feeling stays with you, and I wish you luck
GHoSToKeR Reviewed by GHoSToKeR on . Thoughts... It's over. All of the grief and despair I had held in for so long finally released like a good strong batch of duck butter. It was seriously ripping me apart. :D I literally feel like I have a new freedom. I'm sure at one time or another, we have all felt like we have been trapped with no way out. Like there is no answer... So many things in life are deceptive, so of course it's easy to get hooked into situations too quickly, without getting the chance to feel them out first. I don't Rating: 5