Ive done some stupid shit in my time, but nothing comes close to what happened at the weekend. Ive tried speed once, and although I thought that was pretty dumb, it doesnt come anywhere near this.

Unprotected sex.

So I invite my girl to sleep round at the weekend, and she says yeah. We buy a bottle of wine, some vodka and rent a movie, and before you know it were both pretty drunk. Clothes start gradually coming off, and I gain the confidence to 'venture south'. I think I spent a good 30-45 mins going down on her, and when shes finished (yes thats right - when SHES finished) she climbs on top of me and starts kissing me. Thats when I think 'Ill make sure we dont have sex, because I dont have any protection'. But in a little while shes rubbing herself against my nether regions, and Im the horniest that Ive ever been. So I 'grab myself' and start to rub it against her... then I slide in.
Wow. Im a virgin (was), and although it hurts a little at first, after a few strokes its a pretty good feeling - and a nice fit aswell

Luckily I didnt come inside her - I asked her to 'finish me off' as I was scared of coming inside her without protection, but lately shes been saying that shes feeling sick and it "feels weird down there". I dont think that I broke her in, as shes had sex before (although she said it was with someone who was huge, so she made him stop because it was hurting so much), but I know that it can break just by riding a bike/horse etc.
Im really worried that I might have got her pregnant, but to be honest Im more worried what her parents and my parents will have to say about it! I really dont want a kid at 18/19, but if I do, then I know that Ill be a good dad and she'll be a good mum.
Abortion is a BIG no-no!
I think we might go to the hospital later in the week to have her checked out, do you think it would be a good idea if I was tested for STD's as Ive never been in a sexual relationship before (been in physical ones though).

Im so confused.

Edit: This happened Saturday night/Sunday morning, and she came off her period on Thursday if that helps anyone.
Swizzy89304 Reviewed by Swizzy89304 on . Im 18... and could be a father... Ive done some stupid shit in my time, but nothing comes close to what happened at the weekend. Ive tried speed once, and although I thought that was pretty dumb, it doesnt come anywhere near this. Unprotected sex. So I invite my girl to sleep round at the weekend, and she says yeah. We buy a bottle of wine, some vodka and rent a movie, and before you know it were both pretty drunk. Clothes start gradually coming off, and I gain the confidence to 'venture south'. I think I spent a good Rating: 5