Quote Originally Posted by mrdevious
I'll look for these, thanks beachguy .



Yeah, I've thought about morphine too but I know the doctors wouldn't give it to me, probably since nobody's entirely sure why after 4 years I haven't healed, and in some cases become worse. Though fortunately, I have a friend (well more of an aquaintance) who has chrones disease and can get medical morphine and marijuana easily, so I'll see if I can aquire some through him some time.

@ Cocacola:

I don't think I'll be going for salvia or ketamine though. Last night I was just in a huge amount of pain and got kind of desperate, hence my saying I'd try anything no matter how bad. But I wouldn't touch Ketamine since that stuff can really mess you up. I had no idea salvia actaully reduced pain though, do you know how that works? I've done it a few times but I was a little distracted with the mental effects so maybe I didn't notice the diminished pain. There are those rare days where I get a bit of time pain-free (maybe 45 minutes), so I could have thought I was having one of those too I guess. Whatever, I won't be using it though because salvia screwed up my brain and I had to intensly meditate and excercise to get back to normal.

though I am curious, what's DMT?
how did salvia screw up your brain?

and yes it does numb your body pretty good, tho it does come with a body high that imo is pretty unpleasant