I feel ya sensi. Thats EXACTLY how I am now. I am probably going to quit for a month or two and try and get back on track. It sucks when I pass out at 9pm and wake up the next day thinking...wow what a waste of a nice night.

For bad highs...id have to say a day or two ago. My sister went to the store and I was sittin out back gettin stoned. So im decently ripped, you know..the whole stare at the ground for 5 minutes before realizing it. and my sister forgot her house key..so what does she do? does she knock nicely? no... she fucking bangs like 60 times and tries to open the door like crazy. Im freaking out so much(cause we were expecting someone to come fix some stuff in the house) im like rushing trying to hide everything and shit. i open the door and shes standing there. I was mad..but then I smoked some more ! haha