If you are really that high and not some high school kid that just bought their first quarter, then either:

a) you are smoking something more powerful than weed
b) you are smoking a strain of weed with a potency unmatched in its 2000+ year history with mankind
c) you want to be that high so bad you are making yourself that way.
d) you're some jackass 15-year-old who has an unfulfilled need of acceptance and is overcompensating for it by posting to complete strangers, who will never meet you, about some fictional weed you claim to be smoking.

I'm going with "c". If that stuff is really making you that way without it being laced or some other type of substance (my hypothesis is methamphetamine), then mail me those seeds, mo'fucka'!