Hmm... i read over what you said, SpiritLevel. I can tell you like to analyze people haha, i like doing it too but it's hard on the internet. I guess it's hard to be in my situation and not seem really insecure, but let me try to explain what I wanted.

IRL, I am probably one of the most stable and self-confident people I know. I don't want to sound like I have a huge ego or something, but I am just generally really happy with myself, including how I look. So, when someone told me I was ugly, I started to wonder... Do I think I'm way better looking than I actually am? I thought most people were over-critical of themselves? So I thought well, I'll just post them on a forum and try to get some honest opinions about my physical attractiveness, regardless of my personality. Because one thing is definitely true, all my friends tell me that my personality makes me way more attractive.

I don't mean to be an "attention whore" or anything, I don't feel like I need compliments or anything to feel good about myself... I'm actually really surprised at how long this thread has gone on haha! But thanks for the input, positive or negative... I always like seeing how other people analyze me, it gives me a sense of what sort of vibes I give off, even if it is only online!