I was planning on ordering some salvia really soon.. I've never used any hallucinogenic drug and from what I've read about salvia trips it seems to be quite an experience. I don't want to use it to get "fucked up" on it recreationally, I just want to experience a salvia trip. I'm a mature person, is salvia right for me?

What in the hell can one hour-long trip do to you to make you want to commit suicide? I've heard there's actually an "afterglow" effect that causes you to feel very happy about life in general for anywhere from a few hours to more than three days.