Being a kid :(

[daima]

Im sick of being 14, it seems like im missing so much and all the people i care for are older then me which doesn't help, i mean the average age out of all my friends is 16-17, i have like 40 friends my age that are NOTHING like me, i honestly think im mature enuff to act as an adult, maybe not as smart but i don't show off or do childish things, i picture myself a man, plus i can't even support my own habit of smoking by buying my own cigs which makes me mad too...

Will i still have fun when im older?... that's all im worried about to this day, i have no real problems beside probation, my family life was horrible but we are working on it and it's getting better, same with school.

Age just seems to be the only thing bothering me

When i was a child i spoke as a child
I wish i could remember what i said:thumbsup:

Enjoy your youth and keep an opened mind to all possibilities.
Growing up at nothing but a bunch of doubts, debts, and worries, that will hang over your head for the rest of your life.

dai*ma
Enjoy yourself
it's later than you think
Enjoy yourself
while you're still in the pink
The years go by
as quickly as a wink
Enjoy yourself enjoy yourself
its later than you think