Quote Originally Posted by Freedumb
I know how you feel man. I've been thinking about things like this lately, got kind of weird, so i stoped smoking.
Don't do that! Keep smoking and sort it out!
That's what smoking should be for, questioning yourself and figuring things like this out.

Everybody keep smoking and thinking about death! In order to do it, you have to concentrate on what your body's like NOW, how dependent you are on all the inner processes that go on, and how you really don't control any of it. Once that stuff shuts down on you...

Each moment is a separate form of existence for you, it's just that your mind continually produces the illusion of a continuous self. But the difference between the moment before & the moment after death, is the same as the difference between this moment and the next one.