Quote Originally Posted by Shelbay
I pray every day..I talk to him all the time. My best friend was killed the 15th of last month..car wreck..she was literally cut into pieces! I talked to him then & told him how I wanted to kill the woman that killed Lana..how I wanted to make her suffer.

I still have hate for her & have even went to her initial court appearances just to see what she looked like..but I still pray for the peace I KNOW God will give me..but it will be in his time,not mine.

Death comes to us all & we will have all the answers then..braddog pray for me..I need all the prayers I can get & I know there is power when two or more gather in his name so please pray for Shelby. Hope all is well for you..I follow your post & they make me happy..I pray for you also.
OOOOhhh darlin, I am so sorry, To lose your best friend!.......I love mine!. I can't imagine. Your honesty is so adorable. What you are wrestling thru is common to man as Paul said. There's no shame baby. You are just feeling the energy of what you have lost. Let your self grieve. to deny any of this is to hide it from healing.

Jesus said that the enemy crouches at the door to seize an opportunity. To rip at the vulnerable and hurt. The battle ground is in the mind, as you very well know. Try to take thoughts captive. I'm going to find you some music, Think about how I can get it to you.

The lord always is close to those who mourn, His heart is there. I know you feel vulnerable and exposed. The Lord protects the vulnerable, ....says "don't screw with them for there defender is strong". Isaiah

The Lord sent me some Terry Clark(music) when I needed it. I told Terry personally that I do not know how many copies I've given away.

Terry Clark, "Living worship" and "Secret Place" will be a great comfort during this time. I have bid on this already for you. I will win the bid, and email him carbon copy to you indicating strict privacy for you and your shipping address to be kept in the utmost confidence. If you would like.

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll...MEBI%3AIT&rd=1

I'll also look for some Kelly willard. She and her husband Dan have had a tough time. They both have been poured out. Pat Rutherford, satellite praise music, plays her alot. The comfort that flows from her.....
"We comfort with the very comfort by which we have been comforted".


I'm on the road in my car. I picked up a wireless for my laptop, to stay in touch. I new you where there. I felt your prayers, I reflect on you daily. I've wondered where you have been. Thank you for lifting me up, to God. I will often post a prayer, this one I will keep private.
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