personally, destruction helps me the most, in fact, it's my only vice for ridding myself of the overly excessive anger trapped inside with no way out.


i like to shatter things and punch holes through dry wall.



but i cant do that without getting more pissed off later because of the consequences that brings up between family, and even if not that, it will require money to fix anyways, so even if it were my own house, i'd still have a land lord who i would want to later murder over the whole fix the wall problem. so im ultimately fucked.