weed can affect ya badly man, u will never ever realise it at first until the damage iz done - believe me after months on end or yearz on end even - you begin to find learning & rememberin difficult, like, i used to be so organised, alwayz used keep ma room tidy, always on task like but it don't come az eazy 2 me no more. u find it hard to adjust 2 new things and your socialism qualities can be wrecked.

i still smoke it but over the last week i've tryin get it in 2 ma head - only have it at the weekendz, not every fuckin day. what pissez me off the most right, - iz that my best mate got me smokin it and begged me 2 bring a splif out every night (about 2 yearz ago) and so i did, but after a while/couple of months i was considerin givin it up and not smoke it til i'm in ma 20's or somethin, and i told my best mate this, but she said back then "don't go all sad on me man" and i carried on smokin it. but now - she don't even smoke it herself anymore and its me who was left addicted/smokin it forever more, takes the piss. i suppose if it wasn't weed that was damagin me it'd of bin somethin else, but if you ever come across being manipulated/pressurized into smokin it, if you can resist from smokin it, don't smoke it.