Im goin' through some bad times myself...
Well first of all Im 17 years old and my parents got divorced about a year ago. My mom wont let my dad come over the house any more so that kinda sucks cuz he is the only one in my family that i actually like. I barely ever get to see him.
My older brother is 23 and he was already an alcoholic but the divorce really upset him and he is only getting worse. He always smashes shit and breaks windows. Lately he has admitted to being buelemic(sp?) and we believe him because he has been puking blood all around the house. He is also on a lot of pills. So basically my house is pretty much destroyed and its fucking disgusting and depressing to have to live here. He gets really violent too.
On fucking CHRISTMAS! he mixed alcohol with i think klonopins and he flipped out for no reason at all. All of a sudden he started running around like "Who the fuck called the cops? Why the fuck would you do that?!" Me. my mother, and other brother had to wrestle him and hold him down while the cops actually did come because he was out of control. The worst part was my little brother had to watch this. I begged my aunt to take him out of the house but she wouldnt.
Im easily depressed by all of this and my mom trys to help me all the time. She tells me that im gonna end up like my older brother if i dont talk to someone about my depression. Im never gonna end up like that dick head. We are having an intervention supposedly soon but he never gets help...Im pretty much just waiting for him to kill himself by now...