I don't deny smoking, but I also don't go around saying I do. It was a pretty well kept secret until, well, 420 actually.
I was going to smoke with a fellow stoner as well as another guy which would have been his first time (never did then, actually). Of course, he thought telling everyone that he was going to smoke would make him seem so cool, so I think he's told most of his friends now--even one kid who's dad is a local cop. He also mentioned me to a few people, including one ignorant douche bag.
I used to be friends with him, but he's got some grudge with me I think (we're both drummers, and--not to sound cocky--but I'm better than him and he's jealous of this because I actually started after him). He now tries to put me down anyway he can. Example: I forget to hand in an asignment. Next thing, he's telling the whole fucking school, "Hey, eight didn't hand in the history project!" I already know he's now already told some people I smoke marijuana. I guess I'll just wait to see what happens. There are so many ignorant people in my school that will think lowly of me if they'd find out I smoke, and I don't want to have to stick up for myself trying to say it's good, because that'll only let more people know I smoke and I really do want it to be secret asides from my close friends. Not because I'm ashamed, just that as I said, there are so many ignorant people who will turn their shoulder on me, and I hate having people dislike/disaprove of me when they don't really know me.


Yea, sorry for all that,... I'm fucking bored and tired of being sober, and when bored I tend to type a lot.