I'm not a closet smoker no more, caught this weekend. I'm not in much trouble, but they're going to be checkin' me to see if I'm high when I get home all the time and stuff. I told 'em I'd take a break till summer atleast so I'm not worried. They know they can't stop me, they just don't wan't to condone it. And they don't wan't it in the house so it really sucks, I burried my box of "paraphinila" today (I'mma get it later) and flushed 2 roaches because since they were a lot cooler than most parents (friend got sent to fucking rehab) so I don't wan't to decieve them about it.

Hmm, I'm startin' to think I should just quit till I move out in another 2 years. Probably with the occasional smoke here and there though. But it will be too much bullshit to have to keep all my stuff outside, and with them checking me when I come home. Really sucks though since I never have anything to do, and now thats 1 less thing for me to look forward to, smoking. My internets been screwy lately too so right now all I have is TV basically. I can go out and do stuff, but theres nothing to do around here.