Quote Originally Posted by slipknotpsycho
but my wife was raising hell about me going, so i didn't end up going...
well if i'd known you were gonna lose your bro, i prolly wouldn't have flipped out quite as bad...but you gadda factor in that you were always leaving me alone while i was pregnant to go to "questionable" things that coulda resulted in us not being able to be together.

and before you even try to compare me to that CUNT...let me point this out: when he leaves her alone, she's just that...alone. but when you left me alone, i had to deal with getting harrassed by your drunken relatives.

other than dealing with drunken jerks, the main reason i was upset was just cuz i was scared of all i was going thru...first (last and only) pregnancy, fear of the unknown and all. i needed you for support. like when you're a lil kid, and you feel pukie, even though your mom staying awake with you while you are hurling ever so often doesnt make you being sick stop, or go away...it still makes you feel loved, like someone cares y'know? i just never have liked being scared, feeling icky, and being alone...all at the same time.

now that i know what to expect, if i was in the same situation again (and if i get in it you will be deballed ) i prolly would do things waaaaaaaaaaaay different.