i used to cut myself but never when i was high. being high i wouldnt even think about it. but it does feel good. not phisicaly but mentaly, its like holding ur breath for a realy long time an ur muscles seem to tighten up an when u stop they release an its very pleasurable. i dont wanna sound sick but almost like an orgasm. i started doing it because i liked pain back then, it wasnt pleasuable at all at first i just liked flat out pain. after a while it feels good an like a release. like when u watch tha blood drain out, ur cares, worries, fears, all bleeding out. i havet done it for a while but i still think about it. i still want to every time im down, but i dont.