Psychosis?

[BestTonicIsChronic]

I can really understand now tho why ppl would ya commit suicide (not saying im even considering) but it feels like your in a dream or something and the only way out it to end it abruptly, it feels like a prison and all the hype about it is just to stop you from escapeing the prison. Like this shit aint fun to be thinking about, but it just comes in. It feels also like youve found something out (like the prison thing) that you dont want to know and your praying that you forget.

[LIP]

Just lay off the E and salvia... If it makes you feel like this, then really, is it worth it?

Just get it all out of your system, and relax, you'll be ok...

JUst stick with the harmless drugs... Like weed.

[Napoleon Blownapart]

Just relax and stop taking the EEEEs for good. Those will leave you depressed because they deplete your brain of neurotransmissors(sp) in order to give you that high during its effect, but after the effect passes the brain remains deprived of those NTs and you're feeling down for a long period of time to compensate the huge burnout and the depletion during the time you took the pills. So my advice is stick to pot or hash and get rid of everything else

[BestTonicIsChronic]

Lay off the E for good?!? Seems drastic. Do you think just doin E every once in a while wouldnt be so bad, do you think it would end up fucking me 4ever. O and I dont plan on doing Salvia anymore, that phase has passed. Beside Im am really thinkin its the meds Im on cuz I took a break form em for a few days then took them day and I definatly new something was differant.

[BestTonicIsChronic]

No im not a habitual user, I get lots of dreams. But I might see if I can get some of that 5-HTP tho. Is it like those After-E things that you can get to replenish ur chemicals. But I did E today and Im feeling really good so far, I took it a like 10:00am in my secord period class, LoL rollin in skool is the best ever, but I didnt take the meds today and so far, so good. But we will see how time goes on.

[xNoa]

whatever youve got is temporary
"I hate this feeling, I cant remember really what sober is, I have really lost touch with reality. I start thinkin that Im just in a dream, or ppl I talk to arent there, or that everything isnt real.
"
ive had pretty much the exact same thing quite recently..
its fucked up.. i was smoking a lot of weed, i was on a different world to where i am now, sounds weird but u might get me.
i dont know how i got back to feeling normal.. i did quite a bit of coke and drunk alot of alcohol over the easter break and now im feeling like i used to feel..
its so complicated i thought i could try help u better but i cant, maybe u got something different to what i had, but just try get on with things as normal and do not abuse weed(i stopped so much in the day and tryed to save myself for the evening)

oh yeah, eat healthy, drink water and try get a decent supplement you think will do you best(theres loads to choose from that can make your head feel better, just do a search) i started taking ginkgo biloba(for different reasons) and its made me feel better all round definate

[Breukelen advocaat]

You may want to try improving your diet. There was an interesting article in last weekend's NY Times magazine section about fatty acids (found in fish) and mood. I take Omega 3 fish oil supplements every day. If you eat fish, though, you're probably getting enough.

I would recommed dropping "E" and most of the other stuff that you've tried. These drugs can have long-term detrimental effects on your health. It's not worth doing irreversible damage to your body and/or mind just to get a few hours of fun. There are plenty of alternatives that are much healthier.

It's never going to hurt you to do nothing at all, and dry-out, in terms of taking recreational substances, periodically. The body and mind have to have "recovery" time, especially after binging, even more so as you get older.

[BestTonicIsChronic]

Im 16, my "recovery time" is never going to be faster, but I make sure to take breaks every once in a while. I really only do shit on weekends, and periodicly during weekdays and skool. And I just went out to buy some Ginko Biloba ( I tried to find the 5-HTP ). And Im taking a break from E, I had a really bad, uncomfortable comedown last night, I only got 1hr sleep all night. O and what I said about the green spades not being E maybe, I was VERY wrong I was ROLLIN BABY!

[mrdevious]

BestTonichIsChronic, since you say you're having trouble feeling like you're fully back in reality, may I recommend an excercise? Just wait till a really nice sunny day, don't take ANY drugs, and go out into nature somewhere very quiet. Then, find a slightly downward sloped piece of ground, sit there cross legged or however's comfy for you, and observe. Sit there for just 15 minutes, longer if you can, and dedicate 100% of you focus to being aware of your surroundings, putting your thoughts aside for a little while.

seriously man, just try it.

[BestTonicIsChronic]

Sounds good, I usually do stuff like that the day after a good pot session, but being sober instead or sober+, might do me some good maybe, or at least gimme some time with my thoughts. I take it your, budhist, because of "The Buddha" in you signature. I got question 4 u, does meditation, like just sitting there thinking actually do something for you? Im jw cuz it sounds like it would be pretty cool, ecpecially lucid dreaming.