Higher conciousness, man was not ment for this. Think about it, having constant thoughts challanging your concept of reality. Always thinking to your self, "Was I like this before?", "Is this what sober is?", "Will I ever go back to the way I was", shit like this. Ive been checkin it out and I definatly sounds like Psychosis. Im going to go talk to my doctor soon bout it. For now its gone away, but it could still come back.