Psychosis?

[BestTonicIsChronic]

K Ive been looking on Wikipedia about psychosis, and I think I got it. Ive been taking Accutane for a while now and one of the side effects are psychosis, plus I did Savlia last weekend and it feels like Ive taken it with me even when Im sober. Plus psycedelics can also cause it, Ive done E twice in two weeks.

I hate this feeling, I cant remember really what sober is, I have really lost touch with reality. I start thinkin that Im just in a dream, or ppl I talk to arent there, or that everything isnt real.

Im FUCKIN TRIPPIN!!! Plz any advice you can give will REALLY help.

BestTonicIsChronic Reviewed by BestTonicIsChronic on 04-14-2006. Psychosis? K Ive been looking on Wikipedia about psychosis, and I think I got it. Ive been taking Accutane for a while now and one of the side effects are psychosis, plus I did Savlia last weekend and it feels like Ive taken it with me even when Im sober. Plus psycedelics can also cause it, Ive done E twice in two weeks. I hate this feeling, I cant remember really what sober is, I have really lost touch with reality. I start thinkin that Im just in a dream, or ppl I talk to arent there, or that Rating: 5

[Euphoric]

This is totally just speculation, but maybe you are just adjusting to a state of higher conciousness. Enjoy it! And maybe try to get more sleep

[LIP]

Im never sober. I havnt been sober from drugs and drink for 3 years, but ive addjusted to life.... It's quite fun to be stoned all the time, im just lucky i have the money to do it....

[BestTonicIsChronic]

Higher conciousness, man was not ment for this. Think about it, having constant thoughts challanging your concept of reality. Always thinking to your self, "Was I like this before?", "Is this what sober is?", "Will I ever go back to the way I was", shit like this. Ive been checkin it out and I definatly sounds like Psychosis. Im going to go talk to my doctor soon bout it. For now its gone away, but it could still come back.

[dopeman420]

its from the E dude lay off the E u might have done E with pcp in it and u almost for surely did E with speed in it those are some side effects of both drugs so lay off the E ,cause if u do enough it'll fuck up the way u think permanantly

[Jimmicrackedcorn]

Quite the opposite, instincts are constantly pushing your nature towards a more inquisitive one, look at kids, they rip, stamp, kill, chase anything that moves, and hurl themselves from high places because of there nature to go 'Well I wonder what that's like?' and they'll soon find out, you are constantly second guessing, questioning and resolving every aspect of life, all the time, even in your dreams. You can't kno for certain if your vision/perception has been altered permanently becuz, you didn't ever question what you were lookin thru before, or take such a mental note on what was happening when you were, you've taken drugs that warp ure perception of the outside by makin details more pronounced and colourful, that place you in a proverbial seat, pressed up to the lenses of ure eyes, as a fly on the wall, an observer, and once you have come more back to a participant (lets call it the ego hey! why not?), you try and desperately fumble around the caverns of ure mind, trying to grasp sense, and reality, since they seem to be notions, that are more fundamental to you than remembering how to eat. But there foundations have been rocked, by a small pill, or an intoxicating drink, and you write off the strange effect as just a drug, because of course, you KNEW what reality was before, and you COULD make sense of it, you knew why the glass fell out of ure hand when u release it, its gravity!

Now, ask ureself in all honesty, what is gravity? Think about what life is man. Birth (ure mom getin spunk inside her, cuz ure dad looked at her in the same light as you look at that dirty ass philly dancing over in the corner, and out of the millions of microscopic tadpole things, it was you that made it there, and all along ure dad cud of just had a wank and u'd be gone, but u wouldn't cuz u wouldn't be what you are now), the learning process (positive reinforcement, punishment, pain) sex (the pulsating, sweating, and thrustin which isn't for social shit or pleasure, but so a parasite that u have conjured in to this world through the balls between ure legs, subconcsiously, can latch on to the inner linings of something called a uterus which is inside the girl you are just consciously going in and out of, then nine months later, ure girls body will have developed summat that you couldn't even see, in to another one of you) Death (ure actually goin to die man, this is goin to end, can you believe it?) and then read over psychosis.

Man wasn't made to do anything at all, but the one thing he wasn't made to do was attain understanding through observation, cuz the only time u will have understood that which occurs around you, is when you let ureself be at the whim of what you perceive, but usually, you are so used to everyday experience, the last thing you would ever think of is 'I wonder if this shit really is what I think it is?' becuz as you see from ure mini panic attacks, thoughts just seem to pop in to ure head, and if you can't find the tie to that loose end, it will bother you as you pride ureself on the concept of understanding (until u either go to sleep, or cease thinking about it, what does this really say about the prospective impact/significance of ure thoughts?). I can understand where ure coming from, before you were blissfully ignorant and taking everything in ure stride, and now you question everything, which not every1 does so you feel wierd and alienated, cuz you are setting the general public as ure benchmark for normality.

Well NOW examine public interaction, society and the like, and instead of categorizing the hardcore drinkers, in to a hardcore drinkin category, or the potheads in to the pot smokin category, or those fucked up twats who try to start fights in to the fuckhead category, look at them with the same objectivity as you would a pigeon, or monkey. Not a group of individuals with thoughts and blablabla, but the way you look at a mass of birds flying south, without individuality, as you can't tell one bird from the next (I can't explain it any other way, sorry), and then observe the different behaviours of all those people who are essentially composed of the same basic things, and then once you've mulled over all those things, I want you to try and tell me what you thought you knew of normality before you were exhibiting the chaotic signs of 'psychosis'.

The strange thing is, is that we are aware of our 5 senses, and have no problem coming to terms with how pleasurable taste, or sensation can differ so dramatically from person to person, but when we think of sight, since it's such a large portion of our connection to the outside world, and we've created devices to capture what it is we are looking at, we don't analyse sight with the same level of uniquity, and personal connection as the other senses, it isn't our individual interpretation of certain aspects of the environment, impressing themselves, personally on to our sense organs, but instead you believe that you and ure friend are staring at the same rock, but you don't realize that ure not, ure staring at a completely different sequence of light bouncing off the rock, which will form the same pattern, but jus like the taste of a slice of cake, u and ure friend can eat from the same cake, but never taste the same part at the same time, since once it is gone, it has already changed in to something else, you have consumed the cake, and ure consuming something analogous to eating cake, for every external stimulus.

It is this subtle distinction between individuals observations, that I believe to be one of the most interesting aspects of reality. Because the only reason you are being looked at as psychotic, is because every1 else isn't thinking about the same things as you, but they all question, whatever they are contemplating, with the same level of concentration and intent, but as they are about different subjects, there line of thought is much more productive than ure silly daydreaming about a prospect as SIMPLE as reality, and they can allow themselves to be consumed with worry over, I dunno, what Daves wearing, or whether or not Mary is gonna go off with Bill, since I really wanna get head off Mary, and now I'm so consumed with that thought, I'm depressed! but never mind, all thats normal aint it, what man was meant to do! Worry about stupid bitches fuckin him over, and whether or not he has enough money (which I heard they get a lot of in the wild!) to outdrink John on the weekend, Yeeeee thats Captain Caveman right there, the epitomy of evolution! And I'm not saying that that is wrong, that was more of an example to say, What's right? cuz thats what a lot of sane people I've met over the past few years have consumed there thoughts with, some of em even came to blows cuz they got that pissed off with there differing opinions, so you're gonna tell me in all certainty, that that's normal, but having a few random thoughts about what reality is is wierd?

As for the Ecstasy, I highly doubt that 2 uses in the past two weeks, will precipitate psychosis, same with ure salvia use, and if you think it has something to do with it, I'd say it has about as much relevance as smoking weed would have, or going jogging daily, in other words, not very much How old are you man? Oh and if you believe the overall tone of this post is condescending, then I apologize, and ask you to read it again (Hey if you even read it at all, I write a lot man, again sorry), cuz I'm trying to say What the fuck are you so worried about? You wake up in the mornin don't u? you have food and water on tap? ure letting a small thing get right on top of you, because even if you know whats going on, it doesn't matter, it really doesn't, the highs are still as high, and the lows still painfully low, and more importantly, they happen all the same, whether you like/dislike/understand/come to terms with, they just keep on goin straight ahead, far from ure control. Stop worrying so much about ure thoughts, they are one thing that you can do without consequence, or judgement, ure ideal playground man!

[BestTonicIsChronic]

Ya I was thinkin it might have been the E, cuz I think this shit startes happening after I rolled off of some green spades. But I also did the Salvia that weekend like 2days after I rolled, and I was looking at the side effects of Accutane and, well all these seem that they could have done this. But Im gonna see if I can get to the doctor to know for sure. Cuz it will suck ass if its the E I got cuz I still got 2 more, and I dun wanna flush em or sell em.

[beachguy in thongs]

Psychosis occurs because when we should be developing our brains, we're destroying them, via alcohol poisoning, and lowering their immunity by drinking caffeine, smoking tobacco, doing coke.

Plus, if your father is a serial killer, than most likely you're not gonna play on the U.S. Volleyball team.

[BestTonicIsChronic]

O BTW my E dosnt taste bitter like it should. It has a bitterness to it but also is kinda sour. I no its not speed cuz my mouth should go numb. And Jimmycrackcorn, I gotta say it, "Speak English", I no ur trin to help but damn. E should have a real bitter taste to it like T3s right?

[Sinsemilla Jones]

From the FDA -

Mental problems and suicide. Some patients, while taking Accutane or soon after stopping Accutane, have become depressed or developed other serious mental problems. Symptoms of these problems include sad, "anxious" or empty mood, irritability, anger, loss of pleasure or interest in social or sports activities, sleeping too much or too little, changes in weight or appetite, school or work performance going down, or trouble concentrating. Some patients taking Accutane have had thoughts about hurting themselves or putting an end to their own lives (suicidal thoughts). Some people tried to end their own lives. And some people have ended their own lives. There were reports that some of these people did not appear depressed. No one knows if Accutane caused these behaviors or if they would have happened even if the person did not take Accutane.

http://www.fda.gov/cder/drug/infopag...ationguide.htm



Unless your acne is threatening your physical health in some direct way, I'd get off that crap, especially before I let them give me major tranquilizers or shock treatment as mental health professionals love to do.

Quit doing salvia, E, and other major mind fucks, try to eat right and get exercise, and find someone you can really trust to talk to about all this shit.

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