Your right about giving respect..I can be an a** sometimes but when I know I am wrong I do apologize and ask for forgiveness..anyways..piggybacking chemo and radiation is walking through that valley of death imo..I wouldn't do it again..I just try to stay positive Oh! And anyone on here that sees a box for March of Dimes..please contribute..even if its nothing but pennies please. That is who paid for my treatment..March Of Dimes puts its donations to the people its intended for..no I didn't have insurance at the time..and most insurance companies don't want to pay for MRI's or Bone Marrow Transplants..You might not can tell the real me on here but I do love every day I wake up to the sunshine,I appreciate most everything now..and thanks for sharing something so personal with me..hope your having a good one.:thumbsup: