Moderation, Moderation, and more Moderation. I think the reason you feel bad as a "human being" is because you think you are a worthless addict, and society has burned this thought into your mind through false metaphysical reality. This means that you have been taught throughout your whole life that cannabis is "bad," and that you will be a worthless drug junky; so deep inside, you belive this to be true. I say take a nice long break, enjoy sobriety, and have a positive out look on life :thumbsup: