I dont even have the energy to type this, im sick as a dog. 103 fever.

I smoked with an old girlfriend before and it was great. I felt just like you felt. Except i missed her, and i wanted to get with her but i knew i shouldnt, she has a man, and it killed me just sitting there smoking with her pretending everything was fine.

It was fun and we talked and reminisced. Havent talked to her since.

Man, i miss her. Ive never had the relationship ive had with that girl with anyone else.