Penguin:

I dont know if youre still reading this topic or not, but Im going to reply to your post anyway. Philosophy was something I always wanted to get into but I had no idea how. I did start reading some stuff but quickly became bored because it couldnt keep my attention. A few years later I took a hit of LSD and ever since then my mind has been figuring itself out, looking for truth in my own identity and formulating truths about the world around me. Things to think about:

Have you ever seen anything in your entire life without seeing the translucent image of your nose at the bottom of your plane of view?

Can you be positive that anything is happening outside, right now, without experiencing it through some sort of stimulus?

If everything you know is only a form of stimuli, how do you know that there isnt something more in the world that you just arent able to sense?

If you are willing to accept that everything that has happened to you is based on memories, thoughts, and experiences, what is keeping you from doing exactly what you want to do with your life? Are these constraints real?