for about 2 1/2 years i was in the same mental situation as you with perocets and darvons which i was taking up to 15 each day untill i was compleatly broke and depressed all the time. i was on the verge of suicide. but i went to a 4 month rehab center in and ive been opiate free since and hopefully from now on. so i would stronly suggest going into rehab and really listening to what they say.

oh ya, coffee and cigarettes are a rehab patients best friend, keep that in mind.