Quote Originally Posted by glock18
But i severly fear he might tell my mom and then suggest i go to a rehab center where i will be cut off from all my friends. And this is not a psychiatrist. My parents refuse to take me to one because they know they will hand out scripts with ease.[/I]

He suggested medication for depression but if its not gonna give me a buzz then it's another waste of time.

So i am trying to weigh out the choice. If i get sent to rehab im really gonna be fucked because i lost almost $ i made 15k selling to my massive court fines, jail costs, attorney fees. Now i am actually atleast $3k in debt and i don't want to get a job because my drug problem renders me lazy and nervous
Here's the thing. You're already 18. So I think its best if you just took a little personal responsibility before the courts force you too. Tell the doctor what you've done in case he might be able to work something out. And I think it's stupid to only look for drugs that will give you a buzz. You need to find something to put in your life that you can't get addicted to, rather than just searching for another high.
I'll even say it: Maybe you're not the sort of person who should be using drugs.
I don't think all people should be dealers either. It requires a certain knack for not getting caught.

While I don't think drugs are really the cause of any of your problems, I can almost positively state that they will not be the solution.

peace
Polymirize Reviewed by Polymirize on . bad problem, need educated help on decision I have some bad problems. I have finally hit the stage that every1 warned me about but i always laughed about. I am addicted. I started off just dealing for a while. THen i started smoking weed for a few years almost everyday. THen i got on probation and decided i needed to try some other drugs starting with cocaine. Now i have done many of the popular "hard" drugs out their and now im fucked. Especially because i have been snorting buprenorphine for about 60+ days straight and now i have run Rating: 5