How old are you? If you're over 18, you can go to a doctor by yourself.

If you're dependent on Suboxone then a doctor can prescribe it to you. It's actually meant for those with an opiate dependence(ironic). You'll probably have to tell him you have an opiate dependence, etc. I wouldn't tell him that you've done Suboxone because then he might not prescribe it to you. Tell him you're using some other prescription opiate(percs, norcos, oxy, whatever).

Or if there's a methadone clinic around your area you can go down there. You'll have to test positive for opiates but that's an option.

I know what you mean about always needing "at least" a buzz to get anything done. Sounds similar to when I was wrapped up in Opiate-use. The only way to really feel better is to break the cycle.