I'm reading up on the fundamentals of meditation, as we speak. I believe religion is helpful and accomodating, so I do not mind one bit. I believe it's all brought together to relieve man from their thoughts and to give them to "God".

It seems as though what I've been through has leaded up to this practice. I understand what it's saying, because I've experienced it. I'm ready for a radical change in my life, like it says I'll experience if understanding is present. I appreciate your help, and yes, if any questions whatsoever arise, I'll be sure to ask.

Thanks again. If you're interested to see what I'm reading:

http://www.buddhanet.net/pdf_file/chanmed1.pdf