Quote Originally Posted by poorprincess
In the beginning of our relationship we were both coming out of long term relationships and didn't want to belong to anyone or be tied down. Thats why we said we could love more than one person. But after 1 and a half years of being with him, today he tells me he no longer feels this way, and he does in fact now feel like I belong to him. While he maintains he has a fear of committment, he also wants us to be completely committed to eachother.... so no, I'm will not be dating or anything else with anyone but my boyfriend, Because now I know he wants things to be different.

I can still have boy - friends though.
FLIP MODE sorry again: So let me get this strait..he tells me he wants to not have you for awhile and fuck hotter girls then come back after that happens. It is already set in stone that you will not cheat I try to enforce this. Now that the EGO connection is telling him there is a fear that he may loose you to another being he must cling to the original fear the original connection which is never ending and will only be filled with fear, madness, lazyness..well basically every sin in the book. He says that you were the least (or one of the least) attractive people he has ever dated. He just wants to fuck other girls but also never loose you..yea this sounds like love to me. If he wants things to be different, it will never happen until the connection is severed. Human's greatest connection must be the intimacy with THEMSELVES, the key is in self-worth..anyone that clings to somone else essencially has no self-worth. I did cling to you as a friend, because that is what I want you to be..but I also want to love you truely..and that cannot be done until you love yourself. Do I love myself? yes..I am set up in a fashion that I will always be a MIRROR for other people to see themselves in..there is no me, you saw me maybe a couple times physically but you have never heard 1 true word because your perception is one of OMG GET THE CONCRETE..SHIT HERE COMES ANOTHER RECKING BALL..ARM THE ROCKET LAUNCHER..GET SOME BRICKS OR SOMTHING..PAINT THE CIELING!! HURRY!! lol this is getting retarded. I have given you my name rank and serial number it is all I know about myself. I can say I love you and mean it, I can say I love him and mean it. Which one of you can do the same? SC RLET69shadow
out. If you wish to trust me, only trust my actions.