the worst kind of pain

[VoidLivesOn]

Sorry to hear of your loss bro, the pain caused by the opposite sex is often the hardest to deal with. But believe me when I say this it's these things that make us a stronger person.

Peace

Buddy

No fucking shit man.I'll smoke to that.

[friendowl]

im almost over it
just a few more minutes

[Swizzy89304]

i think the most
annoying
thing ever is.
typing like this, because
it just
is.

Seriously, er.... I dont know what to say. Im useless at giving advice, so Ill just say that I hope everything goes OK for ya.

[LIP]

Sorry to hear it man, I've had a relationship go down like that, and it's wierd when one day your fine and the next day your life is completely differnt, it's like your living someone elses life. It sucks... but it will make you a stronger person. Curse women... if only they wernt so good at turning us on we'd ignore them and never have to get hurt...

[HiddenBeauty]

Why did she leave you?

[friendowl]

well
when she was pregnant she told me one day that she didnt love me and never would.i was happy to have the baby so i got hurt and left.
after a few weeks of not being together i got on.
i went to a cabin in the mountains and invited all kinds of people.
we partied and had a good time.
then everyone went to sleep and i fucked her friend.
her friend got pregnant and has a lil boy from me.
my girl dont wan tme to see the baby.
she says that she cant forgive me.
i told her " oh well '
"next time a muthafucka loves your ass you better cherish it or
like my homie usher says "LET IT BURN"

[HiddenBeauty]

Quite messed up really.If there is one lesson to be learnt from this then it must be to use protection to prevent anymore children ending up in the middle of this madness.

[BizzleLuvin]

o friendowl! im sooo sorry! i always admired you because your thoughts on life and love were always so relevant

[chronic boom]

that always hurts man, but you gottat muscle through it. as Neil Peart said
"something will come up". Its sad to bring kids into it, but thats life. Your life is what you make it and you effect your reality daily, set a new goal (like smoking 10 joints in an hour) to help youself forget and move on. Best of luck.

[Naamah]

Wow.. Fucking her so called friend? Not cool. Of course her telling you she did not love you and never would was major fucked up too. You should see your kid though and if she cannot deal with that? It is probably best she bailed. I mean she is pretty much taking her anger out on an innocent child by her not wanting to see your own child.

Anyways. That sucks man. But it will get better as time passes. Whatever you do? Do NOT jump right into another realationship with someone else. Focus on yourself and your kids right now.