its just weird cuz as a youngster
i did so much i think i got post traumatic stress disorder.
my life was hardcore.
then from one day to the next you change into
a diaper changing no sleeping disney movie watching
kind of guy.you get used to things and then bam
everythings gone and your back on the hunt.
its like a dream.not bad or good it just is.

hey junk thats cool that it didnt effect your kid.
my lil one is 2 and also i got real attached to her kid who
is 8.thats the one ill miss more.thanks for the words man