i still feel this way sometimes... not like i think what i'm doing is bad, nor do i want/feel i need to quit.... just sometimes i'll be high (already smoked) and i'll just start thinking "why do i even smoke?" or shit along those lines, i usually end up having long drawn-out conversations with myself over this subject, but the end result is always the same, i smoke cuz i enjoy it, i smoke cuz it helps out numerous medical (physical and mental) conditions i have, i smoke cuz it helps me cut loose, relax, be artistic, be social or whatever else... i wonder the same about cigarettes, tho, i do have to admit, weed has a huge lead on 'purpose to damage to the bodys' ratio over cigarettes, i don't think i could effectively quit either (and i've tried to quit cigs many times, i even spent a year in juvi, where i hadn't had even one cigarette... even then, i still loved cigs and the first thing i did when i walked out the door (litearlly) was light me up a marlboro red short...