Im going to be 22 next week, first smoked when i was 13, smoked daily since age 17 up until four weeks ago, i havent blazed for past four weeks because i have a very important test on wednsday for my union. Weed has never hindered my ability to be responsible, i am a college student, got married at age 20 and weve been on our own since then. When i first stopped four weeks ago and even now, i miss smoking weed. All my friends come over to my place and they BLAZE, i drink with them and i love smelling the dank being burnt. It doesnt drive me crazy, but i do miss being able to smoke weed. I had to go a week blind sober and on a strict diet for some permanent cleansing pills program which was about 9 days. One thing i learned (which i already felt i knew) was that sobriety is cool for those who want to be sober. Its probably not the best thing for a 15 year old to be a mad stoner, but seeing as how its just weed, i think you may have learned something that many of us dont learn until later about weed. In that sense i think its all good. Just stay away from rock cocaine, meth, pcp, heroin and shit and you should be ok. Even the occasional ecstacy was real fun. But it can be a very bad drug to abuse. But they dont call it ecstacy for nothing. I think there may come a day when i will "outgrow weed", but until then i will keep blazing it up. I give you props haze meister for aknowledging that you must do something. thats the good thing about weed, it doesnt make you psychotic or schizophrenic like coke and meth.