Quote Originally Posted by Mr Greenthumb
Okay, now before i start i want to make it clear that i am not looking for pitty or anything. Just some advice as to what i should do.

To start off, i am mentally ill (uni-polar, anorexic, brain damage to the frontal lobe) and i'm worried that i'm becoming a drain on scociety. My illness prevents me from getting any schooling, having a gf, and getting a job because mentally i just can't handle any of it. I am getting help. I'm on a lot of pills n shit but i guess we haven't found the right meds. I've already been in jail for losing my temper (I except full responcibility for all of my actions no matter how little control i have over them) and the way things are going it looks like i'll be spending a lot more time there.

So i've been living in my parents basement (i'm 16 by the way) not going to school or having a job for 2 years now under advice of my doctors and my illness's are only getting worse. I'm not doing anything productive and life is continueing without me. All i've been doing for the past two years is basically taking a big time out from life trying my hardest to stay out of trouble.

Don't get me wrong, i have a life all be it a very small one (by choice) and i party harty with those i do hang out with. But its not productive.

The only thing i'm worried about is becoming a liability to the world. That i may never be fit enough for a job, or any relationship. I know i'm causing my parents a lot of stress and i don't like that. I need some ideas on productive things i could do that require little to no contact with others or physical labor because i'm such a weak little bitch lol (i'm 5'9 and i wiegh 105).

I donno, i just feel the need to do SOMETHING but i just don't know what or how.

Again, i look for no pitty and if for some reason you feel the need to flame me go ahead. I gladly accept all oppinions because even if their insulting ones they still give insight on how others view me and what areas i need to work on socially. I am currently on Seroquel and some Anti depressents plus some nutrition pills.
I'm sure it will all work out. You gotta go through life with the best that God gave you my friend.
FieldofHerb22 Reviewed by FieldofHerb22 on . Drifting through life Okay, now before i start i want to make it clear that i am not looking for pitty or anything. Just some advice as to what i should do. To start off, i am mentally ill (uni-polar, anorexic, brain damage to the frontal lobe) and i'm worried that i'm becoming a drain on scociety. My illness prevents me from getting any schooling, having a gf, and getting a job because mentally i just can't handle any of it. I am getting help. I'm on a lot of pills n shit but i guess we haven't found the right Rating: 5