EVERYBODY has to go through this shit dude. I dont know whether to flame you or say everythings gonna be all right. cause if you have this attitude, it wont.
i go to a harsh school, where the most common thing to do is go to the parking lot and blaze. my classes are hard as fuck, i am in all high-placement ones, and i still manage to get by with a 2.75. i cant believe you bitch after you had years to just sit around, get high, and play games. i have been doing this my whole LIFE. and all its gonna do is get harder unless you learn to roll with the punches and be a man. cause if you carry this outlook, i wouldnt be surprised if god kills you then reincarnates you as a wino in the ghetto, or a starving kid in ethiopia. so on both ends of the spectrum, you make me sick cause you are bitching about normal life, and everything will be alright if you grow a pair and work through it. try getting a job too... more money to reward yourself with. teaches you how to be self sufficient.