Yeah...I know all to well about what your referring to. My husband has a horrible streak of a temper when we're without smoke....and, unfortunately, we moved to NC and haven't been able to make contacts so we've had to deal with moodiness for a little while now. In FL we never had a hard time finding it and up here even though I know a lot of people do it, we just can't make contacts...its sucks!!! But, someone said that after a few wks it gets easier, and it does...but we still crave it, I wake up each morning hoping to find some...no luck yet though